I Think That They Could Be, The Better Half of Me

I JUST HATE MYSELF~! and i wish that i could be the person i wanted to be.
okay so i have to warn you,
this is going to be a slightly emo post.
You know seriously its hard to frikken please everyone.
It seriously can't be done.
Im so sorry you feel that way.
but you know what? i feel i have no fault in it.
Its not my fault that you've been so moody.
Its not my fault you don't know how to have your own voice.
i miss my friends.
i miss africa.
i miss all things familiar.
don't get me wrong.
i love my school.
i love GRC.
there are so many great ppl there that if they were not there i would hate this place.
and i love serving in NEXT DEGREE.
i love it...its the only time where i think i can actually destress and have a little fun during the day.
And sometimes i hate the weekends...because then i have to wait a whole week to see my friends!
but then i love the weekends because i can play my sims. :D
So yeah... for YOU who assumed that this post was bout someone you know... then stop assuming and come and ask me...because i assure you its not.
okay love <3